Heads up, major bitching/whining/etc. But I need to get it out of my system. ’ u’

You constantly make me feel like shit, intentional or not. You say you treat me like a princess, you don’t. I ask to spend more time with you and you say you will, you don’t. You say you’ll start doing more things with me and try to make me feel special, you don’t.

I JUST DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE. It’s a shame to throw away a 9 and a half month relationship down the drain, but quite frankly, i’m sick of your shit. I’m not sure how much more I can take. Ignoring it seems to work for awhile, but the fact of the matter is, THE NEGLECT IS STILL THERE. Do you know how much it hurts me? Do you even really care?

I love you more than anything, and I would do anything for you to make you happy. So why can’t I be treated the same way? All I want is to spend time with you, maybe get a few sweet wall posts every now and again. That’s all. Why is that difficult?

My self confidence has went from slightly non-exsistant to flat out gone. I feel like maybe if I was prettier, you’d treat me better, and would want to spend time with me. But I can’t change my face. No matter how hard I could try.

Ugh. I don’t even know where I’m going with this. But the fact is: Either you love me, or I leave you.